_1_
The path to the center is arduous.
Into the backward
inward circling
of the past
he found himself
transported back to
the beginning of time,
projected out of
the profane world
returning to
remember his origin
or remember himself consciously
recalling his total existence
in a rite of passage
he went back to
the origin of the world
and witnessd the original
cosmogony
by descending along the ladder of memories
down
to the bare earth
of his being.
_2_
Entering consciously into death
in a fit of passion
he enterd
the depth
the source
the origin
nameless
in and out of
the breath.
The union was the union with
the full Self
the one true complete original
Self of which
our little lives are
such finite fractal fragments.
_3_
All was vertigo.
Through endlessly cascading corridors of metacosmic memory
he fell, never quite touching bottom.
He shut his eyes for a moment,
thinking
All the dualities and opposites
all my sins and virtues
all this dazzling chaos was
the tensors
bending me
to the breaking point.
Then he opend his eyes.
That's when he saw the Aleph.
[to be continued ...]